I suppose someone is expecting some odd unique huge 1000 page view art. You expeted wrong, I don't celebrate crap that takes more than a year and a half to happen, there are people who got here after I did and got 10K in 3 months or less BAH. Sure I sond resentful and hell I just might be. I will however say that I will have somthing very different from my sprite works up eventualy to possibly celebrate onbehalf of others rather than sitting here on my ass waiting so f***ing long for this to come. I now have a digital camera, it was $5 and is low quality but meh it still works good, the camera is connected to my plan for the celebration and for my gallery.

another year alone, it figures. I join a love finding thing and I can't find love worth a crap, I came close, but we had nothing in common at all I felt like crying at the end of 06, I didn't go to any parties because I have no friends IRL, I was stuck here at home and I'll be here again 365 days from now still single...

yes I'm back and My b-day was a couple of weeks ago and I'm 18 now, still single though... I got SW battlefront 2 and a few other kick ass gifts.

after about six months, it's time again for me to bitch about my life and go all emo and shit, I still wonder why I don't just delete this and do somthing else, I got a nast canker in the back of my mouth I can talk and breathe but everything else is difficult (eating, drinking ect...) I am no longer welcome at a (former) friend's chat room all because he had to proove me wrong and he did, all for a game that was recently released and that he can a afford for 70 dollars, I'M FUCKING POOR, a fifty is alot of money to me. time to sum this up then I'm pissed, miserable, in pain and I already said pissed but I'll say it again because I feel like it damnit.

You know that phrase, "There's always someone better at it than you." I hate that fucking phrase because it's true because of that phrase, I feel I can't do anything at all, I know I suck at everything I do... and how can I or anyone be the best if there's always someone going to be fucking better than you at it? I feel I should just give up at everything I do It pisses me off to no end.